this past week has absolutely broken me and I can feel every inch of me beginning to be consumed by my once idled depression. I broke my streak last night. it’s been a hard week and I don’t know what to do with myself. i feel like I need to cry it out but I can’t because I don’t want to have to explain to anyone who sees. 2 family deaths later and - what I’m thinking is more - on the way, the stressful state this leaves me in sucks. I don’t know what to do. my depression is coming back. I don’t want my medication anymore.
I just want someone completely anonymous to me to talk to me.